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Girl Dreams September 10, 2005

Posted by Matt Hurst in Uncategorized.
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I saw her again last night, in my dreams. She was smart and cute and funny and romantic and honest and sweet and really just someone that could simultaneously exicting and new while also feeling like home.

It will be a little while before i meet her again. Mind you, these aren’t wet dreams. They’re as fun as lucid dreams, but i’m not in control really. It’s alomst as if we co-exist in our unconcious state. It is a passionate euphoria.

The thing is I want this girl to exist outside of just my dreams. I’m not sure if that’s fair. This time she was a pettite brunette, but next time she might be a curvy redhead for all I know. Its that weird kind of transference of emotion the subconcious is able to do before we notice, even when we are awake, from one girl to the next. This time she bore a striking resemblance to this girl Kitty I used to know, but I don’t think that’s the point. It is just a mystery of how the mind works.
Never mind, i figured it out. Kitten —> Kitty. I will be getting my kitten shortly, as a reminder of how lonely i have been. My subconcious must be fond of puns as my concious mind is…le sigh.

Absinth

I feel great in the morning despite a nasty hangover on top of little rest. My only fear is that I’m losing my grip on reality.

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